Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Living is about just breathing

Hey ,
after experimenting for 10 min i end up with above title , anyway it wont matter much !

Once someone asked me in an interview "Where do you see yourself after 5 years "
I was like oh full toss! I filled that guy up with big talks "I want to be in IIM , I want to be Sr Manager of your company".
LOL that guy must have answered same to get the job & LOL i got the job too & life was heaven for few days !

Then why suddenly one day , months later this question POP's into my mind ?

Is my brain memory full so it start calling POP (); function anyhow the question POP's and I have nothing much to do so I let it get into my RAM .

the question was same "Where do you see yourself in 5 years"
but the scene was different there was no interviewer to impress & there is no point lying to oneself.
So I thought & thought & ................Thought .........................

Well the answer I found was not even like the one I said before
Offcourse I cant say to my interviewer "I want to be slim maybe want to get some muscles".

but Surprisingly this time my career is not only what I see after 5 years indeed I didnt thought much about career! When I thought more clearly.

All i thought about is "How will that guy should look like " at first thats the only image.
Next I concentrated more "I Saw how that guy behaves when he talks to his Seniors , How he handle's the situation when he is a Team Leader , How he behaves with his colleagues ,will they respect him ?"

More Thinking let me to "How will he meet his love of life , how does he spends time with her"

Even "how his parents & relatives see him now when he has achieved few things"

Ya few other things always comes up too like those Songs.pk POP UP's like "what car I will have , how my new house will look somethings u always wanted"

Moreover I imagined him doing stuffs which I am Scared to do right now !

See thats the point I didn't just want to be just end up in IIM or anything else after 5 years I want a lot more a complete better version of me who doesn't have those problems I have , who has more polished skills that I have , who is much wiser than me , Simply a better me !


So I crack the equation , just when i thought i should i have patent for it named "THE great 5 year theorem""" :P
I thought what Am i doing to become that person
I am just spending my day going to a class by putting my brain in pocket , surfing stupid google all day &
ya I forget to telll u I am a facebook addict who likes refreshes facebook page like 100 times a day , can start world war 3 for notification.
& offcourse chatting :P

So you might suggest me that if I want to become that person I should start studying daily
Ok I tried that too , you know how hard it is to study without exams still i tried but I m not getting close to it maybe I will end up in a IIM or in a nice company but still I am not the same I imagined.

So whats the problem?
Well thing is to become the same person I need an healthy lifestyle with overall development not just in a field or two.

Right now I am trying to use every bit of time for a purpose

lets save the next part for later